vivica -- so empty and so beautiful

new site?? maybee!!!!
||11:43 am||05/06/2004||
im finnaly moved in and everything, so im all done all i need is to unpack some things, and get situated, but yeah so thats cool, but im working on getting me a new host or a domain, so hopefully i get approved for that, ya know? so yeah thats gonna be cool, and help my site out a bunch, :) but yeah if i get that i might just take this on to over there so i can update easier or i might just keep thease things separate, but when i get it, (if i gte it) ill post it on here and maybe ill put a little blog on there so yeah ill be able to put things that happened to me that day and all that good stuff, or i might just drop this thing and make a diary on my new domain, or new site, i might make it totally different from what my site is now, it might just be avs and junk for my forum, you never know, but hell i still have to think about colors, and stuff, i might even make little icons for my site so people can see them on there :) but yeah that will be cool i think

∞ I ♥ Chad ∞moving day
||10:07 pm||04/30/2004||
today was shitty, argued with chad for an hour and a half. made matters even worse when he texted me and said he was sorry, i didnt reply cuz he said dont talk to me anymore about 15 minutes before that. and when he said so your not gonna talk to me now, i said "you told me not to talk to u anymore" and it just made everything fall right back down. i moved almost everything out of my room except my huge dresser and my bed, all the boxes are in my new house we have 2 more days before we are gonna be totally out which is cool, i think 2morrow we are taking the computer down there so that will be cool,

∞ I ♥ Chad ∞You are the guiding star of his existence.
||6:45 pm||04/26/2004||
today like totally drug its ass, school went so slow, i got a cool fortune in my fortune cookie though, it said "You are the guiding star of his existence." awww cool :) but yeah i miss chadm his text got turned off again :( dude that sucks mean mad monkey balls. but hopefully he buys some minutes here soon so i can talk to him ya know? but yeah i cant wait til friday its only monday and i already know the week is gonna drag, man dfont you just hate people that think its so cute to say "you know who this is" and they still block thier number? dude i guess we arent out of roberts yet. but hell im glad i only have a week until i get moved into my new house, and i get my other cell phone turned on, i might give my old one to chad or gte his number changed for him, who knows, but hell when i get moved in im going to get me a job at the krogers down the street, the best thing is there are like a bunch of places to get a job down there, and its away from price hill |and away from chad :,( | but hell ill have my ged here soon, i passed my pre-ged with flying colors, so hopefully the real test is like as easy as the pre-ged. i hope so cuz it was easy as fuck. yup yup. but the lowest score i got was in math (430) and the highest was like science (600) but yeah i think we needed a (410) on each section. so yeah, like that would be really cool, anywyas my graduation is in may, but yeah i hope chad comes to my graduation. i gotta wear a stupid cap and gown though.. im not really looking forward to taht you know?

∞ I ♥ Chad ∞state prison
||10:50 am||04/25/2004||
the weekend was cool, firday i went out, saw chad, and brought miranda so she could see brandon. she irritated me and i guess chad was trying to cheer me uup or something, but it didnt work, i guess he thought i was getting mad at him cuz he was all like "whats with the attitude" i dunno, we just walked around and acted stupid, i bought a new toe ring, and stuff, i wanted them pink low top chucks that they had at shoe carnival, they dont have the cute sandals anymore i wanted them really bad, but i guess they went out of style or something. anyways i got a new picture of me, and one of miranda, heres *me* and mandy anyways yesterday i went down to the house with my mom and we painted a patern over the purple paint we put on the walls thursday. it looks really goofy she said "when its done it will look like wall paper" well i was there... it didnt look at all like wall paper. and she didnt go all the way up the wall, she said "im gonna put a border along the top" so who knows what my room is gonna look like when we move in. but yeah i saw my neighbors, and stuff, its ok down there but not exactly a place i wanna stay, you know?

∞ I ♥ Chad ∞

its better to burn out than to fade away

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